Saturday, November 20, 2010

I, hahaha because it's not funny

One thing I hate about guys, they think girls love them when they making jokes. Hello! not a dry humor. I can't tell if they are trying to be funny or just plain mean. They should know that it's not funny when no one is laughing, and when i show the awkward smile, the 'what are u tryna say?' smile.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

You yes you

Well sometimes I convince myself that maybe,maybe! I never meant to be with someone anyone for the rest of my life..err what kind of crappy patty saya tulis ini. Mkay all I know is.. it's important to give prudently and jual mahal.Kaum Adam- hm I let them reach for me..the best man wins!

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~Somehow I kinda miss my ex boyfriend~
hmm I know that I don't love him. *sigh* maybe I did.. in certain moments when we were together. Anwr, my first boyfriend..uh the only boyfriend I had. hm how could I know what love was!?  There was a time I thought I was madly in love. but tidak. I was just madly -happy- lol. I was kind of devastated when I thought, I thought he was the one. but tidak. Maybe the happiness is just too much, maybe. I have realized that I was just in love with the comfortableness I had with him.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

swagger damn rightt

Saturday, October 23, 2010

I haven't been my self in a really long time.

There are so many interesting people floating out there.. I have a lot to say, but I dont have whole lot of time to say it in. I would rather spend time reading about the insanity of others. Makes my world a better place, in a strange kind of way lol.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Beep beep oh. sweet friday. the law of sunshiny coffee.

the Very late last night, when I got the call from Batman, was most certainly drooling all over my pillow. *no kidding* then, Ayman came! Batman vs Ayman? siapa lagi. The conversation, err unstoppable . We usually talked about life. We talked about our goals, our dreams, our ideas. We talked with smiles on our faces. We talked while skyping. Well you get the picture.We talked! All night long, until.. well until we feel like 'not talking' anymore. I'm not exaggerating if I say that the conversations could go for much longer than they do.. from day to day. I feel quite bad if ive turned him into a mutant.

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I get easily irritated lately ni.. few hours ago.. when my hair touched my neck it was driving me walnuts.. annoying betul. at a point where it became severe that I had to throw the book I was reading. I took a nap, pheww i'm feeling much better now. lack of tidur lol.. ooh sometimes I think is there anyone I know that capable of passionate murder, lol it would most likely be me. I need my sleeping beauty time. I can absorb some sort of peace from it.


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Oh yeah oh no, my brains are in danger of implosion or maybe explosion or melting or hehe whatever la. I want to understand the ethereal geography. Im not sure if I know how to use a pen anymore. How am I going to face !!THE 25th!! ?

Friday, September 24, 2010

Little Bit

I'm not the kind of girl to sit out on sidelines
The kind of girl who doesn't say it straight from her mind
You're gonna know all that I'm feeling on the inside
I ain't into games, I don't wanna waste
Any time and all the energy we could spend
Being together boy forever you're my best friend
Got a little problem that I can't mend
You been taking me for granted you

I don't wanna walk away from what we have, and you know it
I'm not telling you all of this to make you mad
It's not about who's right or wrong
It's not about who's weak or strong
It's about what I need to make this last

A little more time, a little less wait
A little more heart, a little less break
Simple and true, what they say
A little bit goes a long way
A little less talk, a little more do
A little more me, a little less you
Baby at the end of the day
A little bit goes a loong way

Don't wanna end up in a tricky situation
So I'm giving you my every indication
We can work it out together stop the tension
Try to understand, baby where I stand
I love you and I'm trying to be gentle
So let me break it down for you and make it simple
I gave my heart and soul to you now it's essential
That you show a little love for me