I, hahaha because it's not funny

One thing I hate about guys, they think girls love them when they making jokes. Hello! not a dry humor. I can't tell if they are trying to be funny or just plain mean. They should know that it's not funny when no one is laughing, and when i show the awkward smile, the 'what are u tryna say?' smile.

You yes you

Well sometimes I convince myself that maybe,maybe! I never meant to be with someone anyone for the rest of my life..err what kind of crappy patty saya tulis ini. Mkay all I know is.. it's important to give prudently and jual mahal.Kaum Adam- hm I let them reach for me..the best man wins!

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~Somehow I kinda miss my ex boyfriend~
hmm I know that I don't love him. *sigh* maybe I did.. in certain moments when we were together. Anwr, my first boyfriend..uh the only boyfriend I had. hm how could I know what love was!?  There was a time I thought I was madly in love. but tidak. I was just madly -happy- lol. I was kind of devastated when I thought, I thought he was the one. but tidak. Maybe the happiness is just too much, maybe. I have realized that I was just in love with the comfortableness I had with him.